In conclusion: this relationship broke tf out of me

So much of this relationship has been me saying sorry, going down on my knees, for not really any reason. If i said sorry it was never enough. Always too late. Shouldn’t have had emotions in the first place. Even if i said sorry while i did everything you asked me. Once i communicated, in the moment, my feelings, and still that fucked everything up. In the conversation after that i started out strong: i didn’t know what i did wrong while i was actually being communicative. It was not fair, imo. But when i read back i see the bs for which i went on my knees again and wrote 5 paragraphs abt how i’m so so sorry while you were the one that got us in that stupid situation in the first place

How tf can people throw relationships away in a few days. What is that process

How to trust people after your ex broke up with you in the most painful way i can imagine: a novel by me

I have been harmed 4 life with this breakup. I am so broken

anarchy-kisses:

s/o to me cause i really be going through it and i pick myself up every damn time

(via lekkur)

creamynut:

gynelsy:

You’re doing soooo much for someone that doesn’t do shit for you….why? 

I’m a dumb ass bitch, next question

(Source: scorpiogy, via maanlichtje)

violentwavesofemotion:

“My heart is heavy; from the present / It yearns towards those old days again,”

— Heinrich Heine, tr. by Aaron Kramer, from Poems: “My Heart Is Heavy,”

lilith-of-stardust:

Not to be corny but do u ever get hit with a wave of love so comfortable and deep that u feel like uve already loved this person for thousands of years

(via prachtigs)

lifeinpoetry:

How many nights
enough to pay?
How many minutes 

past two before sleep
becomes permissible?
This poem. 

This too is not enough.

— Shara McCallum, from “Debt,” The Water Between Us

(Source: lifeinpoetry)

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